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my heart is beating soooooooo fast
its not excitement. its fear
and guilt
wondering why things are the way they are
and wishing that I didn't know -
what i know that has caused me to wonder why

am i your ...
what-you-come-back-to-when

-you-feel-like?

i have seen what i shouldn't
been where i wouldn't
if it wasn't for this...

So I'll ask you today
and tomorrow
i'll ask you till you answer because
i want to know, still
why?