ARRRRRGGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its not confusion
I'm just finding it hard to see
my responsibility
as a possibility that this is my
path.... my path to fulfilling destiny

maybe. maybe not?

I'm petrified. In the "what if" stage
I'm just sooooooooooo confused
and suddenly I wish this blog was anonymous
So i could REALLY pour it all out
and ask your opinion...
you who doesn't know me

Who doesn't know how phony I really am
Who doesn't me my glaring insecurities
My uncertainties.... I do not know what to do!!!!!!

I'm mad at me, for being so honest
so "nice", not strong enough to pull out, say no, MOVE ON!
Even when no love is lost?

Pray for me, Please.

"WETIN MAN GO DO" VIDEO RELEASE

FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE

Baltimore, MARYLAND – Amplifyd Crew will release the much-anticipated music video for the hit song, “Wetin Man Go Do” tomorrow - Saturday February 2, 2008!

With this exciting new development, the organization is showing appreciation to all Amplifyd supporters in the MD/DC/VA areas, as this is where the company has called home. Supporters in these areas have the opportunity to see the video FIRST!

B-eazy states excitedly, “We’ve teamed up with our friends from Groove Entertainment and the video will be showing exclusively this Saturday night (02.02.08) at the Blu Lounge in Bethesda Maryland!” Doors open at 9pm and there is no cost before 11pm for everyone who is on the guest list. Please do not hesitate to join the guest list by visiting http://syr.facebook.com/event.php?eid=8402431733

On Friday February 8, 2008 Amplifyd plans an even bigger release for fans all across the globe, in appreciation for unwavering support over the years. The entire “Wetin Man Go Do” video will be made accessible for streaming on www.amplifydcrew.com. It will also be available for download on ipods.

In case you haven’t seen the video trailer, please visit this page to be a part of this phenomenon.
http://vjc.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=505216814966&oid=2204989523

The fun only begins here for Amplifyd this 2008. On Saturday, February 16th, 2008 Amplifyd Entertainment & SoSo Selective will be having the Annual Valentines Weekend Massacre Bash. It will be held at the Mayorga's Café. B-eazy warns, “mark your calendar folks, its gonna be one heck of a night and the fun does not stop here!”

For more information on the “Wetin Man Go Do” video release party tomorrow – Saturday February 2, 2008, please contact Temie on 410-493-2799 or visit www.amplifydcrew.com for more information. You can also visit http://syr.facebook.com/event.php?eid=8402431733 to join the guest list.

Have a great Amplifyd weekend!

Amplifyd Worldwide

Here's to a FESTIVE FEBRUARY!

I pray that this month be full of flamboyant festivities for us all!

May we find a reason to celebrate God, Life and Love!!! Amen!!
Today is my Godmother's birthday, I haven't talked to her in like.... I should call her.. I will call her!


Five things February will be for you and me!

February will be FINE!
February will be FUN!!
February will be FLAMBOYANTLY FESTIVE!!!
February will be FORTUNATE!!!!
February will be FAVORABLE!!!!!!


Prophectically speak into this month and say what february will be for you...
Fasting also starts today in all R.C.C.G Churches worldwide... this is our year of LAUGHTER!

HAHAHAHAHAHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE!!! LMAO! LOL!!!!!

Peace, Love and God's blessings!

January 31st

A year ago today, I lost someone I could have found to be precious.. It hurts me more cos I never met him... and I was downcast like I almost am now... I'm just wondering why good people have to die.... and I write this to encourage me and whoever else may feel this way...

When we think He can't hear us
He's not there. He can't see us
He knows
More than ever how much we need Him
So silently He, uses the gentle breeze to
dry our eyes
and He fortifies us, providing answers to our cries
healing for our hearts and strength for our weary bones

Because we cannot understand why
things appear for us so terribly different
we cannot finger our fault compared to the neighbors
We must stay trusting because
He knows
Our daily inner conflicts... more, more than we
can ever imagine
He is here. He will be here. Always.

confirmed...

it is confirmed
what I feel in my heart is love... there is no way it can be anything else

what i feel in my heart is LOVE

a lil' more detail

so i met Laspapi (my mentor!!!) and I attended one of his plays.. it was WOWZERS!!!!!!!
I got to chill with some of my cool buds! Hamza is the bestest!

Nhow, I also wrote a lot, prayed a lot, worked a lot and LOST SOOO MUCH WEIGHT!!

This one is to wet your taste buds a lil' ... and its not yet titled

My rebound lasted a year
And it was you
You were not my relationship
Hard as I tried, it only became
clearer and harder
My words fought my actions
my actions fought the truth
You are the truth.
What I meant to do, I didn't do
Could not do. because I
thought I was afraid of
loosing you, hurting you.... I wasn't.
I only know it now - you were
my rebound, baby.
I cannot say I'm sorry because
it will not suffice
It will not clean up the tears
that fell from your eyes
Because you ignored the ghostly whispers
and chose to be
defeaned by the silence of my soundtrack.
Or our songs.
So many forces fought against this.
I made many promises. To them. Then to you. And me
I was sprung many times,
confused many more.
Heavy hearted with thoughts that
paralyzed me... and they
weren't fun thoughts of you.
I was afraid, you were too.
We lost all confidence and
strenght to pursue
There is a lightness I feel by
my realization and disclosure
I know you'll forgive me and I pray you
find it in your heart to forgive yourself.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

I'm back.... and no, i haven't lost the will to blog.

Holidays were restful and nice. Bloggers get-together was fun.

2008 is our year of DIVINE JOYFUL RESTORATION!!!


...I'll blog some more later