this last day of '08

...What a year! Ups, downs, like a roller coaster... Heavy lessons at the many turns

I learned... Friendship is a GAME, Love isn't.
I learned... Wisdom is OFTEN scorned
I learned... Truth is MOSTLY ignored
I learned... Forgiveness and HOW to LeT GO

I loved...

So I thank all the special people who Were, who Are, who Will be and who MAY be... I thank you because with good or bad who taught me lessons this year.

In light of our squabbles, I am grateful for the scorn
And through the past troubles, how you held me in your arm
When "it" blinded me, how you helped me see
How you made me cherish the me I forgot so desperately

And to the ones who left and returned,
the ones I pushed off but still pressed on,
the ones who used and maybe abused... thank you

You who responded before I called,
it seemed like you were just always there
from January 1... the lover, the encourager,
the one we could all call brother (or sister)/lover/friend --
Thank you

I love you with all my heart....
May we all have an awesome 2009!!!
I cannot fully express how grateful I am that
we started... or ended this year...
I LOVE You way more than you can imagine!!!!


2009 IS OUR YEAR OF JOYYY!!!

Thoughts of my passion...

How will it be?
Not like I'm going from pleasure to uncertainty
I mean, I'm quite familiar with the expectations
Question is, Am I ready?
For this, for that
For heat, for rats?
Am I ready for disorganized confusion...
or is there some organization in that disorganization?
Am I ready to be comfortable with
the stark raving inequalities
madness
To accept the dirt and dust-
like I'm accustomed to it, when I'm clearly not?
My biggest concern is - the people, my people
How will I deal with their brash mannerisms
and uncouthness
How will I endure the feferious humbugs?
No, I am not any better, more honest or any more civilized
but I have grown unaccustomed to these things i
lived free of for a sextet

I am nervous and afraid because I love them
I am afraid that they may not love me back
or they may have a strange way of showing it...
Or maybe the conditions surrounding have
suppressed their emotions
Now all they live for is self -- selfish ambition
Or maybe if I am extremely humble
with the lowest of expectations for my
brothers and sisters --
I'll be just fine.

Enter unnoticed, suffer in silence
grow accustomed and eventually join the pack...

December Greetings...

Wishing you all an AWESOME December!!

God bless ...

brb

History Made

Barack Obama is the 1st African American President of the United States of America... Yes We Can

and we shall... Amen

NOVEEMMMMMMMMMMBBBBERRR!!

God is AWESOOOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMEEEEEEE!!!!!

He said October would be Awesome and it was cos He is!!!!! Right now, I'm jamming some JesusJams and praising cos. this Papa God is the greatest awesommmesssstttt evverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr... if u ain't widdim, u bera join d train mayynnneeee...

Congrats 2 my padi gettin married dis mnth and to all the folks who got engaged (wink wink) or married last mnth -- may my own Papa God continually lead u in Jesus name -- AMENNN!!!

So, I've been so buuuussssssyyyy...  hence the no-updating.. sorry avid readers... i should be back in full force soonest, amen.

Now for NOVEMBER... I pronounceeeeee NUMEROUS BLESSINGS FOR YOU ALL!! God will do the impossible for you this month just REMEMBER to give Him the HIGHEST and LOUDEST praise...  
no -- matter -- what! :D

Ouddie mehnnn...

October begins in...

Greetings All...

I failed to wish you all a Super September at the beginning of this month.. you have my sincerest apologies... I'm sure it was Super anyway... This month has been very interesting for me, in good ways and bad ways... I give God ALLL the glory, for his awesome mercies and unconditional love... So, hows it been for you?

Couple of things: CONGRATULATIONS to all the September Weds and Engag-ees!!! May your union be forever and fruitful indeed! Also the new moms or newly delivered moms and dads! Congrats!!!

So.. October begins in a couple of hours.... here goes... some new stuff.. in an effort to become more knowledgeable in technology, I am committing to one tech blog every week.. so help me God... I also need to loose my tummy... some weight sha.. so thats another personal project...
It seems like theres soooooooooooo much to do and not enough time in a day to accomplish all, but with God, all things are possible...

I'm really focused on the priZe - Heaven and others... I miss Olufemi tremendously... I'm gettin used to the absence sha.. did i mention i have A LOOTT on my plate?
God is good... Love Him, Serve Him, don't try to handle your business by yourself cos it may look like you're doing good now.. but in the long run.. trust me, you'll fail woefully..
I wrote like two poems yesterday.. enjoy one of them... still untitled.. mayBe you can help me title it ;)

Who can write a poem about nothing?
surely, we all
can set out to - but
When the pen tip kisses a surface
meaninglessness is lost
there is futility in trying
because - this piece evolves
when the offspring of
ink and paper's romance...
multiples and multiples
maybe in a ramble, a route-less turnabout
maybe a twisted beginning, an abrupt end
a tactless middle
surely that cannot be about nothing
So tell me, who can write a poem about nothing?
and succeed in convincing us that it is
-not like a love affair that did not
end up in marriage; not a journey, unplanned for
an exercise of consciousness
an attempt to cause a repression -
of faculties...
so what can i call this?
this piece.....

a poem about, a poem about nothing?
cos it still lies unwritten..........

May October OVERFLOW with many great goodies for you and your family... Amen! Stay blessed always!!!!!!

....another matter

i can longer ask, "how do you do that?"
because now I know...
i have become one of them,
without question
I have gone far... but not all the way
far.. far enough to know that
we are on the same page.... I can relate

I can relate when you talk about those -
"other" things, the dirty things
because I have lost innocence in those matters

unfinished

...the next chapter

i’m writing the next chapter…
of this thing we’ve termed love
The “not-so-sure-anymore” stage
The “why-me” stage
The “i’m-not-good-enough-for-you” stage

The QuEsTiOnS stage…
worsened by circumstances clearly seen
…
surety is best friends with doubt
confidence and confusion trudge hand-in-hand
Love is asking one word heavy queries like, “Really?”
packed with layers of choking difficulty -
uncalled and called for
… meaningless investigative dialogue
back-tracking to where the tree became a log
luscious beauty now may be a condemned necessity
What’s the learnable lesson?

But this may not be she -
in her …totality
Will you ever know? Will I?

Is this over?

fonder heart

when care no longer suffices
we open our hearts to the deep longing
of this present's crisis
when talk becomes mundane
we struggle to make special feelings
never seem plain
when we accept this distance,
we embrace the hurt from its resistance
bear the consequences for refusing
to accept the consequences
then love begins to hurt
and the heart beat becomes an impatient race
to the core of our religion -
our religion of love
then hopefully, we've passed the question stage
we continue to fight and embrace...
this deep longing to
see, hold, watch, gaze, feel, touch
look, want, stop, give, take, go

explaining …self

you say its more than physical
I quite agree with you
it’s intellectual, morally spiritual
I don’t have to get used to you
so, I’m waiting
sometimes I’m wondering
as I have no reason to
ask questions like,
“why?”
lol… I’m not in love…
I love
You. I must admit –
you got to chapter 13 while
i was still on 5
gave me a definition without words
to the authority I quoted later
and hereafter, just as before

deep cynicism says you’re
fighting the feeling
the real feeling
but she’s only a whisper,
merely audible…
she’s also very unwilling to
spoil our present, future in sight or not
i’m blessed with the imperfection
that you are – now
there’s beauty in knowing you can
want what you don’t have and
love what you don’t have
even when you can’t have it…

08/08

throwback...

this poem has been on my mind.. probably learnt it in primary school or nursery... its crazy how these things stick...

"someone came knocking at my wee small door
someone came knocking, i'm sure, sure, sure
i listened, i opened
i looked from left to right
but nought there was astiring in the still dark night
only the busy beetle tap, tapping on the wall
only from the forest, the still owl's call
now i know not who came knocking at all, at all, at all"

love like He does

What i don't want to do is
have regrets over you
over what we've had, still have
shared, still share
if tomorrow lets us...

You don't fully understand what has happened
I don't either..
it feels good though -
How my eyes are wide open
yet
the obvious is irrelevant
how my feelings scream louder than
this present's reality
How my imagination is not
oblivious to if-tomorrow-comes

And Baby, its strange how
I'm not pressed to convince you
that He loves you, way more than
you love me
Its not a struggle to not tell you
that if you love Him first
you can love me - totally...

You are a good man.

Love, I want to love you
the way He's teaching me to
in totality, unconditionally...

my only struggle is restraint
holding me back from
fully embracing unexplored feelings
unexplainable things

I love that you're unafraid to
love me and tell me you do
I only wish your feelings were
totally true...

Gosh whatever this is,
its a strong one, plus this
thing telling me
your convictions are stronger than
the love you proclaim

I maintain...
if you love Him
You'll love me more than you claim

...

bone... my hair is BLACK!

listen

inspired by M-I-B

Listen... to the words I speak
And the reason I believe
We can do this
Listen… to the song I sing
And the beat I make that it melds to
Listen… to the sound of my heart
When it’s not intact as it races
Listen… to my queasy stomach
Taking a dump to release the filth
of life's faeces

Listen

Listen to me on this podium
Where I take the stand that was once stolen
When I hold up high my fist in the sky –
Heaven’s Microphone

Listen

To the sound of the avalanche of my tears falling
To the cacophony of movement – destination unknown
on both street sides calling
To confusion’s confusion of words that make no sense
or reason…

Listen to me when I ramble
cos. I just might say something smart…

Auspicious AuGuSt!

Did you know that another meaning 4 august is something that inspires respect and admiration...?

I pray u have an Awesome month... with things that will cause all to admire and respect you.
That August be an Amazing month, Astonishing & Amorous :)

Amen!

"like Jonah", coming soon

JOYOUS JULY!

I pray you have a joyous, jubilant July and all your prayers answered...



ps: the scandal is very sad and shudn't be publicized...anonymous PLEASE stay away 4rm my blog. hisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss

**sigh**

Oliver De Coque.. dead? What is life??

since my literary juices are flowing....

Short Story

My best friend’s ex was the one who opened the door. I hadn’t seen her since I got introduced to her… five weeks before they broke up. I remember her clearly, because, well because I’m very good at remembering faces. There wasn’t much to be said because these past weeks didn’t need much to say to escalate or diminish the impact of it.

What transpired. transpired.

I wasn’t transfixed to one spot but apparently she was… maybe the stifling heat had all of sudden become breeze from a beach laced with romantic Indian songs, with my entrance. I took a seat because she hadn’t offered and we sat in silence … after she came out of her trance. I wasn’t wondering what was going through her mind, I was thinking of what I was doing and the complexity of trying to mend broken hearts. I was wondering if she remembered me.

See many times, I have tried to be the “hero” – save the world from matters arising from the blood-pumping chambers… I had had many fallouts, many… ok maybe few successes but they were successes. This one, this one seemed to be forming into what had become the norm for me these past years. Maybe it was time for me to settle down

xxx

My best friend’s ex finally found her voice, after clearing her throat countless times. She offered me red wine; I declined with a humorous excuse, which earned us both a laugh. With the ice broken, she proceeded to speak deeply; passionately about the affairs of things… she clearly didn’t remember me. My voice had become more familiar than my face – she couldn’t even look at it as she spoke. I knew why. Her eyes would betray the truth of the matter especially in this current position - me in the room with her. My eyes could probably tell all as well, but I was stronger; maybe not strong enough to not betray the other mystery.

Her words brought emotions only she could understand or maybe I just wasn’t paying attention… my mind still lost in the thoughts I had while she was in her trance. Only now the thoughts had modified to realization especially on the part of her not recalling my facial features. She was now in tears and weeping as she spoke. Her tears fell to her lips and she ate them, just like she ate the words that came out of her mouth. I was unmoved. My heart was not hardened, I was just unmoved. Maybe she was pretending… why did she not remember me?

30 minutes into this mild mêlée of emotions, my words calmed her and I found my body close to hers as well… only in comfort. Then she became vulnerable, only because I was. Our physical contact seemed to last longer than her sad wary speech; but I got up to leave two minutes after. I had fulfilled my mission... or had I?

She walked me to the door, and I gave her another pat on the back, “everything will be just fine...” I muttered, “I promise.” I walked slowly to my vehicle, just for the dramatic effect, letting the stifling heat transform to some helicopter wind from a Sylvester Stallone movie, for me. I turned round and she was there peering with a sad smile… I got in the car wondering if I would be back and what I would be back for. I had to fight this. What will people say when they hear this… if I let those blood covered chambers speak for me?

I had locked my heart up tightly, yet my best friend’s ex still rocked my world.

on adedibu...

“iku to pa ojugba eni, owe nla lo n pa fun ni”

(the death of one’s mate is a warning signal)

lines

"when does danger become safer than safety?"

Obama in my eyes

Looking back at the beginning of this campaign...
I had faith.. still I thot it was impossible

Look how many things tried 2 stand in his way... look at how now... they barely matter... in fact they don't matter at all.

Look how all stupid opposers look....

Look how dumb the opponents seem...

Obama's nomination gives me a glimmer of hope that no matter what obstacle I may face, my destiny is my destiny and NO ONE can take it away from me.

... this June

I pray will be joyful for you and I. Jubilations will not seize and Jesus will be at the head of all our journeys, Amen!

Be blessed always!

**sigh**

I don't want to... but i miss him

so much... **sigh**

MAY MARVELS!!!!!!

Here's to a merry month of Marvelous Miracles!!
May your prayers be answered according to God's will and may this month bring you lots of good things!!

Be blessed always!!!!! :)

**ooohhh, i fink yesterday was IceCream Day! I'm getting mine 2day!!! hehehehe!!

Judgmental...

Today, I was called "JUDGMENTAL"
by not one, but two people.. one of them, a "close" friend..
at the same time
No, it wasn't an attack...

Am I judgmental? I don't want to be....

AWESOME APRIL!

Here's to Amazing,
Abundant,
Astounding Abilities

and Achievements this APRIL!!! :)

victor angel's lyrics

9ja Gospel Artist... I'm at work.. and i remember his lyrics

Thank God!
God no be man oh
for if man be God oh
I for don die oh
I for don kpeme oh!

Thank God
God no dey use
the spirit of man to judge
Thank God
God no dey use

the heart of a man to destroy

Thank God
God no dey use "the something" of man to condemn
The ways of my Father is not the ways of men

Thank God
God no be man oh
For if man be God oh
I for don die oh
I for don kpeme oh

Why I fired my secretary

"Last week was my birthday
and I didn't feel very well
waking up on that morning.
I went downstairs for breakfast
hoping my wife would be pleasant and say,
'Happy Birthday!',
and possibly have a small present for me.
As it turned out,
she barely said good morning,
let alone
' Happy Birthday.'
I thought...
Well, that's marriage for you,
but the kids...
They will remember.
My kids came bounding down stairs to breakfast
and didn't say a word.
So when I left for the office,
I felt pretty low
and somewhat despondent.
As I walked into my office,
my secretary Jane said,
'Good Morning Boss,
and by the way
Happy Birthday ! '
It felt a little better
that at least someone had remembered.
I worked until one o'clock ,
when Jane knocked on my door
and said, 'You know,
It's such a beautiful day outside,
and it is your Birthday,
what do you say we go out to lunch,
just you and me.'
I said, 'Thanks, Jane,
that's the greatest thing
I've heard all day.
Let's go !'
We went to lunch.
But we didn't go
where we normally would go.
She chose instead at a quiet bistro
with a private table.
We had two martinis each
and I enjoyed the meal tremendously.
On the way back to the office,
Jane said, 'You know,
It's such a beautiful day...
We don't need to go straight back to the office,
Do We ?'
I responded,
'I guess not.
What do you have in mind ?'
She said,
'Let's drop by my apartment,
it's just around the corner.' After arriving at her apartment,
Jane turned to me and said,
' Boss, if you don't mind,
I'm going to step into the bedroom
for just a moment.
I'll be right back.'
'Ok.' I nervously replied.
She went into the bedroom and,
after a couple of minutes,
she came out
carrying a huge birthday cake ....
Followed
by my wife,
my kids,
and dozens of my friends
and co-workers,
all singing 'Happy Birthday'.

And I just sat there...

On the couch........NAKED."

okay guys soooo, I didn't write the piece, Mr Nollege Wizdumb, my multi-talented hottie of a friend, sent it to me... u shud check out his blog!!!!

HAVE A BLESSED EASTER... I'll be back shortly!!

Hypocrites anonymous 1

I honestly will not call myself a "scribe" in the true sense of the word.. but i do have "scribe" tendencies

I do not speak about my writing skills, I speak of my HYPOCRITICAL tendencies...

See, there are MANY things I've done out of naivety, curiosity, sheer ignorance or just total rebellion and I have buried them deep down... so deep down that sometimes i forget... of course I've repented and never gone back to them but there is the one called "the-accuser-of-the-brethren"...

all in all... i do not claim perfection but i strive to it everyday... remembering (as hard as it is) that these "sins" have been blotted out of my heavenly record, by my heavenly Father who loves uncinditionally.. only earthly minds like mine remain scarred and it ought not to be so...

In all this, I have seemingly become a "judge"
calling people out on their "wrongs"
forgetting that I too, had baggage that stinks BAD!!

A wise friend of mine once said, "the more you cover it up, the more it will stink"
no lie... thats why theres restitution... I keep going back to myself

so i have become judge oh... preaching to the world and condemning them
so much so that some pple call me SU...
at some point I started to feel very attractive to sin
because my strive for spiritual perfection is not a silent one...

if you read this, and i have ever made you in the slightest way, to feel unworthy.... please forgive me and know that I only try to protect myself from my strong attraction to "sin" by condemning you...

I have thought several times... "happy are those, who have enjoyed a FREEEE life "of sin" after which they turn to Jesus and receive a full salvation that knows no bounds.. nothing of this world can ever interest them... kinda like New testament Paul" I have also thought, "ah me... struggling to keep my head above water... i haven't "enjoyed the world", I can't go BACK to it.. cos i don't know what "it" feels like... If i ever make a decision to "be of the world" it will be a new orientation for me.... brand new and a real step-down... in the spiritual race.."

I have often thought these things... i have also often envisioned judgment day when God will play our lives on the super huge flat screen... then the world will see my imperfections

I know i care much about my image, because i care about my message... my message that comes off as hypocritical to some, impossible to others.......

to be continued

a year ago today...

I started this blog, unsure of what stories to tell
unsure of what the journey would be like
Today, I feel great about my blog... I haven't blogged every single day
I've had lapses but i've enjoyed blogville IMMENSELY...

So I recount my experiences in real life and on blogville since February 22nd, 2007

I had a clique
I thought I had a potential...
I was clueless
I won the Blogville Idols Competition (pinkpeke, time 4 another)
I found some deeply amazing blogs
Bimby started and finished an excellent book series
Some cool people I know joined and stayed on blogville (Paradigm, Adia, Uch, Undaconstruction, Nollege Wizdumb- new blogger by the way... HAWT!!!)
I met some outstanding bloggers (Tayo, Laspapi - mentor m, Favored Girl, Princesa, Comrade, Tope, OverWhelmed, etc)
I found some informative blogs
I uncovered some "open secrets"
I discovered so much about myself
I grew up - spiritually
I turned 22!!!!
I stepped on a nail, and had 2 get a painful tetanus shot
I let go of a LOT of baggage (still have a little left 2 deal with)
I gained possession of dReAm - my beautiful guitar
I developed a better relationship with Jesus
I loved (still love)
I wrote PLENTY
I met new people
I made and broke some promises
I divinely received several lucrative business ideas
I made mistakes and fixed some...
I received unspeakable joy (thank you Jesus)
The Holy Spirit became my senior partner
I'm set for the rest of my journey on blogville!

...dReAm

Hello Everyone,

I now own a guitar.. her name is Dream
I only know of her origin (how i got her)
I do not know much about her specifics... but Chris is determined that I learn...
this and more

hApPy VaLeNtInE's DaY...

"Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance." 1stCorin.13v4-7


"Three things will last forever - faith, hope, and love - and the greatest of these is love" 1stCorin.13v13


"Dear friends, let us continue to love one another, for love comes from God. Anyone who loves is a child of God and knows God. But anyone who does not love does not know God, for God is love. 1stJohn4v7&8

na wa oh...

a "purer" form

"Ever known the feeling of when a feeling is

Mutual… very mutual

Yet, nothing. Absolutely nothing can be done about it

Ever known what it feels like to just stare in a person’s eyes

Not seeing anything because you both don’t want to

Sit in the same room. Brush palms. Stare longer and longer

Vertically sited

Eyes, forehead, lips, chin, ears, neck, tummy

Noticing every mark, curve… even in the dark evening

Then leaving

Without doing what your senses scream to do

Because you both don’t want to

You cannot spoil what you have now –

No.

You cannot spoil what may come in the future

…May. come. in. the. future

You both want this badly but

You love too much

You care too much to

Mess it up.

You are embattled by temptation

So deep, so strong that

It hurts when you walk away

You wonder when it will be, if it will be

When you both talk, “its” there…

“It’s” got to be more than lusting

So much has happened

You both are so trusting

So much so that you know you must not

Mess this up."

'hypocrites anonymous' update coming soon...

hYpOcRiTeS anonymous!!!

will update soon

Obama for PRESIDENT!

Please check out dis video! Very moving!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

http://www.dipdive.com/

"WETIN MAN GO DO" VIDEO!

The Amplifyd video - Wetin Man Go Do is OUT!! on www.mytruspot.com or truspotradio.com

I've seen it! I love it! hehehehhehehehehheehe.. find out why

the oThEr SiDe...

I don't want you to see that side of me
that side of me, you would never believe
cold heart.. uncaring... NOT caring AT ALL!

No, i don't want to show you that side
I sincerely don't want you to see the side
that'll see you crying and NEVER ask why
and walk away, unshaken, uncaring

I don't want to stop caring... but i'm almost there!

I don't want you to see the side that
never picks up when you call
that ignores your "pain" and maybe wishes you more
and more pain.... (muhahahahhahaha)

I don't want you to even smell the side
so pungent. it reeks of
malice - the long buried enemy
a nasty cold shoulder,
of you in the background, licking sores u created

Please, stop pushin me.

ASA

She has helped me believe even more that you must be yourself and do for yourself what you want based on your visions and goal... NOT based on what is "hot" or what is seen as "lucrative"...

I saw HeR!!!!!!

okay.. so I must not be such a terrible person but why do i feel so bad???!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I figured there are some things that must happen in life... these things are good or bad... but i don't want to do "bad" what is defined bad? is it really bad... but why does my conscience tug me so???!!!!!!!!!!!!

is it my fault? is it? i think it is.... but i want to blame someone else!! who can i blame? i'll blame Brian.. lol (he's looking over my shoulder as i write this) seriously though....

I'll finish this tonight as soon as i receive that phone call.. cos. i don't want anything bad to come out of this, really... a good friend is a great idea but thats all it should be, thats all i REALLY want.

One good friend, with lots in common
One good friend, brutally honest
One good friend, of course its a guy
One good friend, unafraid 2 show friendship yet sensisitive of his girlfriend's feelings
Just one friend mehn.... it MUST not become anything else!!!

AMEN!!!

ARRRRRGGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its not confusion
I'm just finding it hard to see
my responsibility
as a possibility that this is my
path.... my path to fulfilling destiny

maybe. maybe not?

I'm petrified. In the "what if" stage
I'm just sooooooooooo confused
and suddenly I wish this blog was anonymous
So i could REALLY pour it all out
and ask your opinion...
you who doesn't know me

Who doesn't know how phony I really am
Who doesn't me my glaring insecurities
My uncertainties.... I do not know what to do!!!!!!

I'm mad at me, for being so honest
so "nice", not strong enough to pull out, say no, MOVE ON!
Even when no love is lost?

Pray for me, Please.

"WETIN MAN GO DO" VIDEO RELEASE

FOR IMMEDIATE RELEASE

Baltimore, MARYLAND – Amplifyd Crew will release the much-anticipated music video for the hit song, “Wetin Man Go Do” tomorrow - Saturday February 2, 2008!

With this exciting new development, the organization is showing appreciation to all Amplifyd supporters in the MD/DC/VA areas, as this is where the company has called home. Supporters in these areas have the opportunity to see the video FIRST!

B-eazy states excitedly, “We’ve teamed up with our friends from Groove Entertainment and the video will be showing exclusively this Saturday night (02.02.08) at the Blu Lounge in Bethesda Maryland!” Doors open at 9pm and there is no cost before 11pm for everyone who is on the guest list. Please do not hesitate to join the guest list by visiting http://syr.facebook.com/event.php?eid=8402431733

On Friday February 8, 2008 Amplifyd plans an even bigger release for fans all across the globe, in appreciation for unwavering support over the years. The entire “Wetin Man Go Do” video will be made accessible for streaming on www.amplifydcrew.com. It will also be available for download on ipods.

In case you haven’t seen the video trailer, please visit this page to be a part of this phenomenon.
http://vjc.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=505216814966&oid=2204989523

The fun only begins here for Amplifyd this 2008. On Saturday, February 16th, 2008 Amplifyd Entertainment & SoSo Selective will be having the Annual Valentines Weekend Massacre Bash. It will be held at the Mayorga's Café. B-eazy warns, “mark your calendar folks, its gonna be one heck of a night and the fun does not stop here!”

For more information on the “Wetin Man Go Do” video release party tomorrow – Saturday February 2, 2008, please contact Temie on 410-493-2799 or visit www.amplifydcrew.com for more information. You can also visit http://syr.facebook.com/event.php?eid=8402431733 to join the guest list.

Have a great Amplifyd weekend!

Amplifyd Worldwide

Here's to a FESTIVE FEBRUARY!

I pray that this month be full of flamboyant festivities for us all!

May we find a reason to celebrate God, Life and Love!!! Amen!!
Today is my Godmother's birthday, I haven't talked to her in like.... I should call her.. I will call her!


Five things February will be for you and me!

February will be FINE!
February will be FUN!!
February will be FLAMBOYANTLY FESTIVE!!!
February will be FORTUNATE!!!!
February will be FAVORABLE!!!!!!


Prophectically speak into this month and say what february will be for you...
Fasting also starts today in all R.C.C.G Churches worldwide... this is our year of LAUGHTER!

HAHAHAHAHAHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE!!! LMAO! LOL!!!!!

Peace, Love and God's blessings!

January 31st

A year ago today, I lost someone I could have found to be precious.. It hurts me more cos I never met him... and I was downcast like I almost am now... I'm just wondering why good people have to die.... and I write this to encourage me and whoever else may feel this way...

When we think He can't hear us
He's not there. He can't see us
He knows
More than ever how much we need Him
So silently He, uses the gentle breeze to
dry our eyes
and He fortifies us, providing answers to our cries
healing for our hearts and strength for our weary bones

Because we cannot understand why
things appear for us so terribly different
we cannot finger our fault compared to the neighbors
We must stay trusting because
He knows
Our daily inner conflicts... more, more than we
can ever imagine
He is here. He will be here. Always.

confirmed...

it is confirmed
what I feel in my heart is love... there is no way it can be anything else

what i feel in my heart is LOVE

a lil' more detail

so i met Laspapi (my mentor!!!) and I attended one of his plays.. it was WOWZERS!!!!!!!
I got to chill with some of my cool buds! Hamza is the bestest!

Nhow, I also wrote a lot, prayed a lot, worked a lot and LOST SOOO MUCH WEIGHT!!

This one is to wet your taste buds a lil' ... and its not yet titled

My rebound lasted a year
And it was you
You were not my relationship
Hard as I tried, it only became
clearer and harder
My words fought my actions
my actions fought the truth
You are the truth.
What I meant to do, I didn't do
Could not do. because I
thought I was afraid of
loosing you, hurting you.... I wasn't.
I only know it now - you were
my rebound, baby.
I cannot say I'm sorry because
it will not suffice
It will not clean up the tears
that fell from your eyes
Because you ignored the ghostly whispers
and chose to be
defeaned by the silence of my soundtrack.
Or our songs.
So many forces fought against this.
I made many promises. To them. Then to you. And me
I was sprung many times,
confused many more.
Heavy hearted with thoughts that
paralyzed me... and they
weren't fun thoughts of you.
I was afraid, you were too.
We lost all confidence and
strenght to pursue
There is a lightness I feel by
my realization and disclosure
I know you'll forgive me and I pray you
find it in your heart to forgive yourself.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

I'm back.... and no, i haven't lost the will to blog.

Holidays were restful and nice. Bloggers get-together was fun.

2008 is our year of DIVINE JOYFUL RESTORATION!!!


...I'll blog some more later